Ourselves

This world we live in and the life we ride by consumes us all with potent energy day after day.

You only have to go out your door and you will encounter negativity from all forms of people. It might not be geared towards you it may well be plain moaning about life. This we all have done. But have you ever been exposed to something that is so damaging to your entire progress and a evolving person that you just ache to transform so you can leave this poison, put planets and sea beds between you, rise above all that is petty so you can see, breath and feel your own direction yet again. You yearn so bad for that positive force to push and pull your enthusiasm like a bolt of action from within. You feel different to others, evaluating your judgement so you do not fall beside them in bitterness and a sad mindset. You find nicer entities, read great books and watch egnighting programmes that feed your hungry body mind and soul in a quest to be the best you can be. You throw away all the rotten fruit from your life while remembering we all can change and to see the best in others, and help them if possible. You put your foot down and decide to go your own way more than fleet wood mac could do. You think on certain points in your life..did i really do that, was i really like that, or...I need to become that person again.

Sadly there are bitter people in this world, but our main aim should be us...and not them.

Who am I?

I am a person wondering a path way that no mountains can top. I can't see the destination for the journey teaches me my inner most discoveries. I am deep & complex, at times misunderstood. I enjoy many styles of music...I can be a Goth. I am attracted to the occult with no judgement on good or bad. I relish in writing dark stories with an intense essence to back up the emotional surge that passes through us all. I don't like football but love the martial arts, i love the internal feelings i connect to and meet a different side to my personality. I can feel lost or I can feel found, like many I battle my darker side known as the 'shadow'

I am positive and live to help others, i want to spread the message of martial arts and healing and in the very same light burn things down with my heavy passions. Like others, I can be an Angel or a Devil, who am I to think or be any different?

Being a Scorpio allows me to go there without fear, to tread the cold damp corridor's of my hells and heavens to share with the world what occurs in me. I believe it so its true to me and that how we should all view life 'how it feels/seems to us'

I centre myself and overcome Duane, I am one with myself and through awareness I know what I must do in this life.

Isn't that what we must all do...just being us...

Back to it

I'm back on my path after a rib injury that's taken over a month to heal. As a result I have had to rest and fought to endure the pain of not training and not having the motivation to write in my blog. I took it as holiday lol. Anyway here I am trying to get back on that Dragon, or Tigers back. If I have learnt anything from this it is to be patient and careful in all that you do. I will continue to write some stories here for you all,and post some of my training journals. If you want me to explain anything or write anything fun just send me message on face book, or this blog. I have a lot of work ahead of me regarding my brown belt next year and writing my main stories. I hope you enjoy reading my blog and getting to know me a little better.

Take Care and be lucky.

'Kicking Your Own Butt!'

'I kick my own butt a lot?!'

When I train martial arts it is to keep myself in check, not to be aggressive or a 'fighter'. I am not any, although the human structure allows for a temper and a mentoring campassion. Really though life is all about facing your fears, fear controls us. I myself have many demons to overcome and this makes my journey even more exciting and terrifying. Just think now to your self of how many times you have been upset about a fear that keeps holding you back? I'm just riddled with them lol. This is being human and normal. I always try to remember that famous saying from god knows...

'The difference between the hero and the coward is that the hero feels the fear and goes ahead regardless.'

'WOW.'

What ever you are involved in at this time, without realising it you are fighting your self. You may be doing something not so good to your body or you may be starting a new job and are really nervous, either way you are kicking your own butt.

Just make sure it's for the better because you only have one bottom!!