I'm here in the 'now'
I choose and blessed with the way I understand myself to know that this human form we all have is just that..for this 'now'
I'm thinking about the after 'now' or the before 'now' where I cannot be stopped..will never cease to occur..where I will flow from one form of energy into another. I refuse to become a still 'now' person who lives moans and then dissolves, I won't allow myself that disrespect. I work hard every day to stay afloat, to battle back my darkness that tugs away at my inner core. I have flashing moments where I wonder what it would be like to just live on one level...
to just chat about football, the weather and moan.
I don't like football.
I have struggled to fit in
I have fitted in
I adore people who I can have a conversation with, who are not afraid to touch emotion, hidden truths and inspiring depths, and I love how that makes me feel accepted. We are all great, all have something good to share, to nurture..and the more I discover more doors to my chambers..I realise I'm not all that different either.'