Music To My Ears..

'The sound visits my eardrum from waves of a speaker

greetings like 'Nice to meet ya'

end of the song like ASTA LA AVISTA

feeling inside just come alive, force and drive

like bees leaving their hive

some take a nose dive

into depths that hurt with every beat break curse

words speak a verse

love hate and in between intermingle

every album or hit single

memories of our days past

today just can't be assed

we are like a diary

an open or shut case

with an aging face

it makes the world turn this music..

turn it on listen to it use it.'

Feeling is Believing

'Here they all come, faster than I thought.

Everywhere I look, i see them after I hear them.

I hear them after I sense them.

I imagine them and invent them, then I sense them.

I fear them before I create them.

I am surrounded.

It's hard to breath.

Need to be see, tunnel vision needs work.

I don't like this, why are they trying to hurt me?

Maybe they are afraid of me.

I can smell their egos feeding on their wild emotions, uncontained mess.

I feel for these streets.

I could get on the news..

Am I fighting my own shadows?

Is that why it's hard today?

I'm not going down, just need a moment to hide away plan my next move.

Wish I'd have learnt Chess..

I have a chess board.

breathings regulated, I see great.

Legs move light, no baggage on my back.

Rain has stopped and daylight is dawning.

I'm unhurt.

I wonder who can see me here, see me now?

I'm alone, but don't feel it.

are they my friends now?

Is it all over?

The air smells fresh, birds fly over head.

I can walk on.

I have returned to the self and faced my Demons.

I had to lose so I could win.

Freedom of self from self is myself's freedom.'

She Loves Me

She looks me in the eye like no other has ever done before.

I feel her radiant respect for my well being.

I shudder at her very touch and smell, and marvel at her beauty.

She knows me so well, better than I thought.

She puts her self out for me and accepts me for who I am.

I improve under her love for me.

I want to look after her forever and protect her from the storms.

I honour her life and the joy it has brought me.

We stand alone in this busy world.

She completes my life line and helps me become a father, lover and husband.

I'm luckier than a lucky man.

I don't deserve such a lady.

I need to try more.

I love you.